Shadowplay - Carpathian
My second favourite song, ever.
The esp Horizon NT-II is the only guitar I ever want, every single time I go to Musos corner I play one, it is the nicest guitar to play :3
Those days were you just wish you could punch someone in the face in your work uniform ◕ ‿ ◕
The best 4 months ever :3
Parkway Drive - Dead Man’s Chest
This is my feelings right now, summed up into one song.
I feel mentally drained, pretty much this same shit for the last two weeks has worn me out so much, Uni exams are so stressful.
Sometimes I actually don’t mind being a bit overweight because it means people who judge you for it, people who are overly judgemental of everything, who are going to end up hurting you, generally don’t bother to get to know you, don’t bother to talk to you. Just a realisation/thought.
I have been getting judged a lot more lately, being a driver for domino’s although a great way of making money is proving to be pretty bad for my self esteem, someone actually answered the door to me, her friend yelled out “Is he hot” and she responded, still standing in front of me, “nah he’s fucking disgusting” then proceeded to complete the payment, that comment was so unnecessary and legitimately upset me, and the worst part is, that’s just one of the stories, people legit fucking suck, I am always polite, I am always nice and get that in return, fucking nice.
